Happily Never After (My Chemical Romance) Part Five
<Jeane's POV>
Gerard pulled me into a tight knit hug, while we were waiting back stage for Fall Out Boy's set to finish. I felt his rosy cheeks touch mine, and I begin to melt into serenity. I closed my eyes, and listened to "Sugar, We're Goin Down"'s chorus, as I drew closer to Gerard. It was such a beautiful night. It was so alive with concert lights, cell phone beeps and audience applauses. I felt so happy, and yet so tired all at the same time. I wanted to fall down on a soft, comfy bed.
"Jeane," I heard Gerard whisper into my ear. I kept my eyes closed, and my head on his shoulder. Everything was wonderful, at that moment, I didn't want it to fade away with his voice.
"Jeane." He spoke louder, and Gerard pulled away from me. "Are you tired?"
I gazed up at him with half open eyes. He grabbed my shoulders to help me from falling down. My knees were wobbly, and I began to sway alittle from side to side. I could barely keep my eyes open.
"I'm fine." I replied. He wasn't convinced with my wispy- voiced answer. I smiled, "I'm not tired, really. I'm not."
"Well, we can leave if you want to, you know."
"Sure, let's go." He grasped my hand, and we continued back to my tour bus. I zipped up my red Panic! at the Disco hoodie and shivered.
"Gerard, Can I ask you something?" I began to wake up a little, as blood flow began to move into my legs again. Our feet came off the grass, and hit the hard, cold gravel. Moonlight beamed on Gerard's newly dyed, black hair.
"Yes, anything." He said, as clouds of breath spewed from his mouth, and out into the cold, frosty air.
"Well, this tour is ending soon."
"I know." He said with deep sadness in his voice. He held onto my hand tighter, and sighed.
Suddenly, we stopped at the bus door. Gerard twisted the knob, and opened the heavy, steel door. As we climbed up the steep steps, I could hear Patrick still singing into his microphone, and shouts from the audience when the memorable beginning bass line from "Dance, Dance" blasted through the speakers. I closed the door, and sat next to Gerard on our lounge couch. He placed his right arm over me, and kissed my left cheek. I blushed heavily and giggled. He flashed me his dorky smile and laughed.
"Why do you always laugh, when I kiss you?" He asked. I smiled," Hmmm, why do you always kiss me?" He blushed, and took hold of my hands. I placed my head upon his shoulder. I felt so close to him. I couldn't think of being separated from him. He made me feel so secure, and never lonely. I don't want this tour to ever end. I wanted to remian happy along with him beside me, always.
"It's only two more months. What's going to happen after it ends? What are we going to do?" I let out another sigh, and yawned. He rested his head on mine, and held my hands tighter.
<Gerard's POV>
"I don't know." It was an honest answer that I didn't want to say. I didn't know what was going to happen. After the tour, Jeane and I would be separated and we couldn't see each other. I didn't want this happiness to ever end. For the first time in my life, I felt happy. My heart was whole again, while Jeane was with me. She filled up the void inside of me. The missing puzzle piece was finally found. I wanted to remain complete forever, but i knew it would have to end. Happily ever afters don't happen to me.
Jeane and I remained silent for awhile, as we tried to imagine life apart. Then I heard some commotion from another room in the bus. I raised my head up instantly. Jeane pulled a strand of hair behind her ear and looked puzzled at me.
"What's wrong?" She asked. I heard footsteps.
"Do you hear that?" Jeane fell silent and the air became thick with noise. We heard whispers. "Is anyone here?" I searched Jeane's face for answers.
"No one is susposed to be. They're all at the show." Jeane said. We stood up and walked towards the back of the bus. There was feet shuffling coming from behind the master bedroom door. I grabbed the golden door knob, twisted and pushed open the door. My eyes widen, and Jeane gasped.
"Gerard?"
<Jeane's POV>
A familiar male voice came from outside the bedroom door. I moved along side Gerard and gasped.
"Alex?" I gasped.
"Ray?" Gerard's voice said with anger. "What the hell?"
Gerard and I entered the bedroom to find Ray and Alex kissing while sitting close together on a bed. They pulled away from each other sharply and collected themselves. Alex bottoned up her shirt, and Ray wiped his forehead.
"It's not what it looks like!" Alex reassured. Someone pushed me aside. I slammed into the wooden doorway, lost balanced, but Gerard caught me.
"Then what does it look like?" I glanced beside me to see Hallie with her cheeks stained with tears. "How could you do this to me?" She cried. My heart sunk, and all happiness dissapated.
"I'm trying, I'm trying To let you know just how much you mean to me And after all the things we put each other through and I would drive on to the end with you." from my chem
sorry it's so short...i hope you like it anyway. i couldn't post any journals sooner because my computers keeps messing up (its a piece of crap) so i'll post part six as soon as my computer will let me. please leave comments & buzzes.
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